Snow

It "snowed" yesterday. Lame.
So in acceptance of my fate I woke up this grey morning and bundled up.
After gathering up my courage I stepped outside with a familiar sense of dread.
Immediately a stiff breeze hits my face.
I brace for the face ripping impact... . . . .
ooor a warm breeze caressing my face.

Proceed to stripping in the middle of the street. YES.
(It's the only appropriate reaction.)

And...yep still

Yeah, still too excited. I'M EATING MY SALAD WITH A KNIFE.
Not only is this going to be awesome, and totally something I feel like doing I'm going to get PAID.
I'M GOING TO CASH MY FIRST PAYCHECK IN QUARTERS & $1's AND ROLL AROUND IN IT LIKE A MOTHERFUCKIN' JAY-Z VIDEO.
And then- eventually- I'll have an actual day off. Like a really for real one. Not a guilt ridden checking craigslist every five minutes stalking places all the time anyway day off.
An actual ENTIRE day off.
I could take a day trip to LA!
I could cruise around with some bitches!
I could do whatever I want!
I mean...buy groceries.....except THAT'S WHAT IN FLIGHT MEALS ARE FOR MOTHERFUCKER!
Yes.
This is definitely what life is like.

WINNNNNERRR!!!!!

Still.

WINNER!

I have a job! I get to be a person again!
I get to wield my crazy at the general populous again-- for money!
Also note to self: don't look for a job during the holidays ever again.






(Now all I need is a Lincoln and some bitches!)

Soshite

Hanging out with Jen all the time is still awesome.
e.g. Spontaneous take over of club Fez including ignoring everyone and dancing until to the point of almost injuring each other. Next time we won't stop there.

Today wasn't a complete and crushing failure!

Yay! I feel so happy.

Follow Up

Anyway the end of that story is I of course actually did go out today and did all the job stuff, and it was uneventful as usual. But still I feel like I'm in a really good place with stuff and have thought about everything a lot so that's nice. But after you've been banging your head against a wall long enough, and absolutely nothing happens- like there's not even a scuff. You'd think the wall would have the decency to like at least have a scratch or some chipped paint by now but really, nothin'. It's just frustrating no matter what. Also on my way home I got some free bread from this totally awesome fancy bakery, like a whole loaf, totally randomly. Because it's P-land. AND there were some trees flowering downtown....But whatever pfffft.